And I feel ill thinking of having to devote the next 20 years of my life to someone elses need. I worry about whether I'll be good enough, and if I'm psychologically balanced enough, but more than anything, whether I'll be able to cope with the enormous responsibility of caring for someone dependent on me. It is the fear of responsibility that I think gets to me. But then suddenly, I am totally overwhelmed by an intense FEAR of becoming a mother. I am currently 30 and at the age when people around me are starting to have children and from time to time it seems like not such a bad idea. I have always been quite sure I wouldn't have any children, and had basically decided that I just wasn't going to have any. I also have Sun, Mercury and Jupiter in Sagittarius (in 11th house), Moon, Venus in Capricorn (in 12th house) and Asc in Capricorn as well, and Mars in Pisces. I have Saturn in my 5th house (in Gemini). I am interested to get some opinions on one feature of my own natal chart and see if anyone else has a similar situation. I'm new to the forum and have a particular interest in Astrology as well as the Tarot.
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